Never mind
Piston's new plan.
1 stop pitying self
2 read all comments related to Cnc
3 create a fresh character and take more than two hours doing so
4 so character and get Cnc
5 fix character or repeat from step one.
6 battle as many people as possible then repeat.
I am so original(not)
Character ideas
Michael (exiled warlock from another planet) (sending to second stage)