Well, it's about an hour and a half until 00:00 January 1st, 2009.
Parts of the full story will be left out for my own personal sake, so if the point may not seem clear enough: don't hold it against me.

Lets start out with my current state. I'm sitting in the middle of my brother's old room typing this on my laptop listening to the seemingly sad party shuffle (why they call it party, I will never know, for I never have parties or go to any) eating Oreos and Cool Ranch Doritos. The TV's off, the lights are fairly dim, I can't hear any fireworks because I choose to drown out the sound of those who are in a better mood than I am. I have my phone next to me, waiting for an e-mail that is truly meant for me.

Now, what will happen when the clock turns to 00:00? My predictions: I won't notice, I'll go to all of the message boards I usually do to announce that the clock in Texas has finally hit 2009 , waiting to be called a "faggot" because some one has already posted about it. Right now, I'm the only person on those message boards, here, I'll prove it:
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Do you know why that's so? Every other person is out having fun, out setting fireworks on fire to only annoy the neighbors and sticking jolly ranchers to unsuspecting victim's windows. I'm sitting here. Doing nothing.

I called a few people, even made an announcement on Facebook that if anyone wanted to go do anything on New Years eve that they were very welcome to invite me, or to arrange something. All of them said they had other plans or that their "parents" didn't want me to come. Now, this essay isn't directed at those few people that I did contact to make them pity themselves, please do not mistake it for such a thing.

Now for the past: many thousands of years ago when my brother was still in town or when he used to come down from his apartment for new years, we used to go around town trying to pick people up and light fireworks off then watch a movie. When I was around those people, I felt somewhat happy, but that is not what joy is, and I wasn't truly happy.

It would be safe to say that everyone has had this feeling, and at times they feel alone, but for me, this has been like this for several months.
I've been denied as a friend whom I dearly trust.
I've been denied by many people this year, as well as this very day.

Sorry if this made you feel bad about not doing anything, but don't bother, I wouldn't want to do anything with you anyways, because you obviously show no interest in doing absolutely anything with me at the dawn of '09.

Regards,
Aaron

I had newyears 13 hours ago.

Lol @ you and your timezone.

tl;dr: BAWWW I'M SO EMOTIONALLY RETARDED PITY MEEE


Go steal some of your parents beer, bro.

My parents don't drink, nor do they smoke.
My father is also in a town 4 hours away tending to my dying grandmother.

I feel you homie

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I feel you homie

Thanks.
And fusion:
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happy new year from my side of the tracks!

Eh, I'm alone and pretty paranoid of a terrorist attack, but it's cool.

stop saying happy new year, fags.

happy new year

stop saying happy new year, fags.

an hour and 45 minutes to new years here
I'm currently at a party playing hardcore rock and techno. Its awesome.

I just won our neighborhoods firework contest :D

You're not helping.