The difference between you and me it seems (Judging by that post, at least, though it's possible I'm missing something), Jexam, is that I am more committed to the pursuit of truth than what I think will make me feel like I'm not so small.
That is a mostly accurate statement. I do have to say, though, that thinking a certain way to feel "not so small" and to feel whole are different things. I know I'm small, insignificant. Statistically, if any one of us dropped dead right now, the world as a whole wouldn't be affected. That alone keeps me "small", so to speak. Rather, I think the way I do because it feels right.
Now, it could be I'm absolutely wrong and this feeling is akin to the feeling one gets doing drugs; a temporary high followed by a need to reach that place again with increasingly addicting results. At worst, I'm an idiot, right? But I see nothing necessarily wrong with my chosen path, morally speaking (since I know someone is going to point out how they think I'm technically very, very wrong), and so I will continue down it until something comes along that manages to shake it.
Thank you for letting me participate in this debate. For a while there I was convinced I was too stupid to bother.