I have known for a long time a great deal of people on this site hate me.
Hate is a very strong word but I think its appropriate for this situation.
I,and many others, have noticed the biased way some of you are looking at how I "start arguments"
Given I do start arguments all by myself but that was long gone back at FA and sometimes here.
Now what isn't starting arguments is me saying something, someone striking my comment in a negative way then responding in a way that'll make someone mad or make them respond with equal or greater negativity.
Which isn't starting arguments at all its responding to stimuli,which is basic human doing meaning you will
respond that way if someone said that to you in such a way you'll automatically respond badly.
Not saying you couldn't just ignore or choose to respond nicely even if negatively stimulated but if you did and I continued to fuel the argument then have all right to call me an argument starter and stupid person.
But being basically framed for starting arguments isn't right.
That's like I was a criminal that trial that had a mistrial and I was innocent of all charges yall still treat me as a criminal, IE cereal killer.
That doesn't feel good at all, when yall see my user name you expect some unjust, idiotic nonsense to fal out of my mouth just cause of my "reputation" which yall continure to build up by profiling me just cause of my past.
You do not know what has happened in my life to be where i am, to be as smart as I am, to be alive even.
Non of you, except Mirrors, know Henderson Orlando Jerron Brathwaite for who he really is or what has happened in his life for yall to try to make my time up here miscible over bullshit like this.
I have to go out of my way to make sure you know I'm playing in my posts,I have to add "lols" and "smileys"
just so yall to understand I'm not being serious? I have to work my ass off to be said I suck at everything just because of some half-assed logic about me responding to stimuli anyone would if they were told it.
It makes no sense, I can't even apologize to some people cause they let my "reputation" cloud their logic.
I try to forgive for what I did but how can I when yall won't forget. I can't even say "Hi' to some people cause how your eyes widen when you see my username.
It's not fair at all I shouldn't have to be on my knees to get a goddamed smiley face from some people.
Or a "good job". When I try to help people they say "I don't want your help."
I got that enough in kindergarten through 2nd grade. I have been physically scared with 2nd degree burns and people necks crack when I walk down the street, people talk about me without knowing me at all.
Not saying that should influence how I treat anyone but I don't need that from them and yall as well.
It's not fair at all and I'm fed up with all this...
Let me forgive those that are hurt by what I've done and forget what I used to do.
Without yall hating me before even knowing Cashmoney.
Before you comment read everything up there then think then respond with how you feel
Hate is a very strong word but I think its appropriate for this situation.
I,and many others, have noticed the biased way some of you are looking at how I "start arguments"
Given I do start arguments all by myself but that was long gone back at FA and sometimes here.
Now what isn't starting arguments is me saying something, someone striking my comment in a negative way then responding in a way that'll make someone mad or make them respond with equal or greater negativity.
Which isn't starting arguments at all its responding to stimuli,which is basic human doing meaning you will
respond that way if someone said that to you in such a way you'll automatically respond badly.
Not saying you couldn't just ignore or choose to respond nicely even if negatively stimulated but if you did and I continued to fuel the argument then have all right to call me an argument starter and stupid person.
But being basically framed for starting arguments isn't right.
That's like I was a criminal that trial that had a mistrial and I was innocent of all charges yall still treat me as a criminal, IE cereal killer.
That doesn't feel good at all, when yall see my user name you expect some unjust, idiotic nonsense to fal out of my mouth just cause of my "reputation" which yall continure to build up by profiling me just cause of my past.
You do not know what has happened in my life to be where i am, to be as smart as I am, to be alive even.
Non of you, except Mirrors, know Henderson Orlando Jerron Brathwaite for who he really is or what has happened in his life for yall to try to make my time up here miscible over bullshit like this.
I have to go out of my way to make sure you know I'm playing in my posts,I have to add "lols" and "smileys"
just so yall to understand I'm not being serious? I have to work my ass off to be said I suck at everything just because of some half-assed logic about me responding to stimuli anyone would if they were told it.
It makes no sense, I can't even apologize to some people cause they let my "reputation" cloud their logic.
I try to forgive for what I did but how can I when yall won't forget. I can't even say "Hi' to some people cause how your eyes widen when you see my username.
It's not fair at all I shouldn't have to be on my knees to get a goddamed smiley face from some people.
Or a "good job". When I try to help people they say "I don't want your help."
I got that enough in kindergarten through 2nd grade. I have been physically scared with 2nd degree burns and people necks crack when I walk down the street, people talk about me without knowing me at all.
Not saying that should influence how I treat anyone but I don't need that from them and yall as well.
It's not fair at all and I'm fed up with all this...
Let me forgive those that are hurt by what I've done and forget what I used to do.
Without yall hating me before even knowing Cashmoney.
Before you comment read everything up there then think then respond with how you feel