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hewitt hit the nail on the head.

i actually was admitted to the hospital for suicidal idolation or whatever word they said.
mostly thinking about my life as is and the occasional stuff from here. i try really hard to keep it inside and not simply flip out on you guys out of respect i think that everyone deserves.
(until proven otherwise) but i guess it all exploded after a little while.

retiring for now. might be back later.
if anyone wants to contact me outside of this game pm me.
im really a cool guy :p

Gamer, ordie, btsf, unstoppable, and blizzard (and others), have spoken to me via skype and they think im nice.
theyre nice too. btsf is crazy.

anywho. ill be around kilimondrago1@yahoo.com email
Nnec-Grau skype
i dont know if that counts as advertising.
its been fun guys. remember me fondly.

Get better pumu. I hope things go better from here

I don't have an official diagnosis for myself, but being in similar thoughts I can say there isn't anything out of the ordinary from his post. Yeah, he didn't have to share that, but it's because he's looking for a reaction. It's different from attention seeking, because he's thinking about how things would continue without him. I only know this cause that's what I did behind a few of my posts. I was thinking about it more permanently though.

Pumu, if you can do one thing for me it's talk to your friends not on the screen. Just sharing stuff with a close friend in person will make you feel much better. It sounds scary, but it's what I had to do and it's keeping me going right now. My apartment's a mess, I still feel anxiety attacks at work, but my thoughts are no longer clouded. And I'm not thinking of going anywhere soon.

You can do it, I got faith in ya.

Aww wyz <3

You're awesome Pumu...Don't kill yourself...You're one of the coolest guys here, you play YuGiOh, and you have one of the most unique personalities I've seen. Stay safe man...

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, you play YuGiOh.

I hope that really isn't a good reason for anything.

On the other note, I happened to have played long ago and would be up for a match with you...

Quote from WyzDM

I hope that really isn't a good reason for anything.

On the other note, I happened to have played long ago and would be up for a match with you...

I've got Kuriboh, scared?

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I've got Kuriboh, scared?

I've got Garunix huehuehue

i was admitted to seton shoal creek in downtown austin i believe.
today is wednesday so itd be exactly 2 wks and 2 days ago when i was admitted.
i had stayed after school on my cpu over the weekend since thursday for the reason that i didnt feel there was anything left for me to do other than make help out here and there with art cnc and every now and again helping or skyping with peeps.

didnt eat for 4 days.
was reported as i eventually broke down at home when i returned.

dont see how thats something to pretend to do.
i can see how you could have your doubts though as i normally am a nice and respectful guy who likes to have everyone see each other for how they are. and i prefer happiness over any other emotion. however when i finally dropped down from happy i felt the full pressure of everything i have now and what i might have to deal with later.

its not for attention. i simply feel the need to speak to this with some people ive come to respect here

Quote from PUMU

its not for attention. i simply feel the need to speak to this with some people ive come to respect here

The problem is, we're distant from you.
We can give you kind words but we can't pick you up when you're away from the computer or look out for you.

I had a complete breakdown half a week ago and I still don't even understand why or even how. In the end I recovered without speaking to anyone and carried on with my life, but you need people if this is going to be a continual thing.

None of us can help you when you're not in a state of mind to use the forums. Sure, chatting about it and speaking is something I'd encourage you to do, hopefully that will help a little and just allow you to carry on with some normal stuff, but you need to be able to have people close to you that you can rely on as well.

Didn't you even feel hungry or something?

Talk to your RL friends...we're always here for you, but we don't do anything of value.

Pumu has MDD (Manic Depressive Disorder) and most of us are worried. You can read previous posts for more info.

Quote from WyzDM

I hope that really isn't a good reason for anything.

On the other note, I happened to have played long ago and would be up for a match with you...

I always wanted a rematch with the new deck I made....

Quote from PUMU

i was admitted to seton shoal creek in downtown austin i believe.
today is wednesday so itd be exactly 2 wks and 2 days ago when i was admitted.
i had stayed after school on my cpu over the weekend since thursday for the reason that i didnt feel there was anything left for me to do other than make help out here and there with art cnc and every now and again helping or skyping with peeps.

didnt eat for 4 days.
was reported as i eventually broke down at home when i returned.

dont see how thats something to pretend to do.
i can see how you could have your doubts though as i normally am a nice and respectful guy who likes to have everyone see each other for how they are. and i prefer happiness over any other emotion. however when i finally dropped down from happy i felt the full pressure of everything i have now and what i might have to deal with later.

its not for attention. i simply feel the need to speak to this with some people ive come to respect here

Honest advice? Internet isn't a great place for comfort. Try to find a more interactive hobby and try to sleep well.

Anyone ever played Five Nights at Freddy's?