In order to not spam the OLit section, I found it to be best that I compiled all my random writings into just one topic.
They will be displayed in chronological order with the one at the top being the oldest. Have fun reading them : D
Regarding Sebastian "The Nobleman"
Why ActaSanctorum? - Posted in 30-3-2013 (I use dd/mm/yy)
There was an accident with the original thread, therefore, I only have the Google Doc version of this one
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Unofficial wRHG Battle: SJCRPV (Sebastian) vs Kyra (Kyra) - Posted in 1-4-2013
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In case you're wondering things like "Who the heck is Sonia?", then I would advise to read the first story.
It's Sebastian's story on how he joined AS, and it explains who she is, as well as reveal a bit more on his past.
Regarding Sebastian Gladstone
The very last morning - Posted in 30-9-2013
This is most likely my last piece of writing that includes Sebastian "The Nobleman" (scroll down on the main post and open the "Previous Gladiator" spoiler to look at his character sheet) as the main character and shows how he died. Please enjoy it.
Google Doc version, if you prefer
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As I tend to do often, I was looking at infinity, even if I didn’t really have anything in particular in my mind. I was just dealing with guilt, immersed to the point where I didn’t even notice the approach of someone until I felt a gun’s chamber on the back of my head.
By instinct, I tried to turn around, but was firmly scolded by the voice of gun’s owner not to; a feminine voice that I recognized all too well: Sonia’s.
It seemed she had found me first. I had hoped she would have taken longer. I don’t know how much longer, just… longer.
- I’m not dead yet, so I assume there’s something you want to know? – I asked in Portuguese; composed, but a pinch of sadness was noticeable in the way I talked. I tried to hide it, but once more, self-control was failing me. Having a person you love and that you believed to have killed come back 3 years later to murder you in revenge because by some inexplicable reason she survived was a bag of emotions a bit too big to conceal, it seemed.
- Yes, you could say that. – She replied in the same language with a coldness I had never seen in her. – I just want to know: Why? Why did you slaughter the entire town? Why did you seem so happy in doing so and why did you not even hesitate when… you went after me? You told me you had him under control. You told me he couldn’t go further than taking over your speech after he pulled that confession out of you. Why?
I noticed her pause. Maybe she was just trying to look cold, maybe there was a chance she would listen to me after all! However, that only prompted me to lower my head slightly along with a loud sigh to my wishful thinking.
I was still unable to catch even the slightest glimpse of her so I just resigned myself to looking forward as I began speaking:
- Very well. I never did tell you about the first time that happened, did I? I would have remembered if I had done so. – Despite the difficulty I was going to have in explaining her, I was bent on giving her every answer she could want, if only just to tell her that, even though it wouldn’t serve as an excuse, I was sorry.
Shocked, she interrupted me by applying a bit more pressure on my head with her gun, breaking her coldness for just the few seconds it took her to reply, quickly recomposing right after:
- This has happened before!? How many? How many people did you kill!?
My tone of voice just kept getting deeper and words just became heavier and harder to come out with each sound my vocal cords made, but I had decided to answer:
- Yours… was the second. The first one happened two years before that. I razed my hometown out of its inhabitants… including my family. You’ve most likely heard of the “Wednesday Night Slaughter”… – I paused for a second, looking for the right word to continue –Incidents… of this size, thankfully, only two-
- One is already too much. – She interrupted once again.
- And you’re right… I have lost count of the amount of people that did not deserve to die by my hands. I lament every single one of them though… - I felt her readjusting her gun. I could try to move away and disarm her the next time she did it, but my gut told me that she had the reflexes to answer to it and furthermore, a backup plan in case she hadn’t. There really was no way out. – After my first… uncontrolled event, I wandered Portugal for a few months, keeping away from people, interacting with others the least I could to avoid another one of these… episodes. During that time, I was on the brink of madness. Daicilus was constantly trying to influence me, to have me just give up and allow it to take control and many times it did so successfully. Until I met my sensei. He was the first one who managed to bring me back to reason after my demon took over, the one who thought me how to better control myself, even if just barely, and the one who thought me how to fight. He took care of me for about two years, traveling around Europe, eventually meeting Tito. At that time, Daicilus’ attempts to take control were sporadic and only lasted for a few seconds. It didn’t even warrant any noticeable reaction from me, so I began getting confident. I started believing that no one else had to die because I lacked real self-restraint. I started talking to other people more often, ended up meeting you. I loved the way you weren’t afraid of taking control, that boldness of yours; the way you were brutally honest, and yet still elegant; how you still managed to be cynical and yet polite and how you still knew how to be kind beneath all that. I loved you… and frankly, I still do. But I know the feeling is not mutual… not anymore at least.
It took her a moment to answer, but she did, apparently with the same frozen tone:
- That still doesn’t entirely answer my question, you know.
Now it was my turn to take a moment to answer:
- No… It doesn’t… Daicilus simply pretended. It kept quiet during that time. Let me lower my guard, thinking my sensei’s lessons were more effective than they actually were. Waiting for me to form a bond with someone who he knew he could defeat just so he could crush it as I watch from the back of my mind, helplessly trying to stop him. Hearing his laughs as countless people scream, echoing through me over and over as he cuts down every single one of them! – I began clutching my head, lowering it as I spoke louder the further I got through the sentence, trying to block out all the unwanted flashbacks and unsuccessfully containing the tears that inevitably started overflowing from my eyes.
Only for a few seconds was I allowed to stay in that nearly broken state as I soon felt her weapon pushing against the back of my head, followed by a stern scolding:
- Pull yourself together! I don’t want you giving in to that asshole!
- Oh, believe me, he’s not! – Daicilus interrupted, taking over my speech, turning my voice all the creepier, despite not changing its tone – He was pathetically crying just moments ago on the outside and seeing…, well not exactly seeing, I mean, you won’t even grant him a simple peek you cold, cold, woman. – Sonia probably wasn’t notcing it, but a really large grin was placed upon my face, approving her cruelty. –Meeting you did stir up a lot of instability inside his little mind, however, if there’s something that he’s not allowing me to do, is to move a single muscle in your direction. And I sure as fuck want to. A prey of mine managed to survive a fatal wound? That just makes me want to kill you a hell of a lot more.
- Oh, so now he’s capable of controlling himself? – She asked with a little hint of sarcasm in her.
- Not really. Frankly, the last time he had this kind of willpower was whenever he was around you… at least, until I supposedly killed you that is.
There was a second of silence before Sonia restarted the conversation:
- So, as long as I stay with him you can’t do any harm? – Some sort of prototype of what must have been hope could be noticed if one were to pay attention.
- Again, not really. The kid will get tired eventually and, like I told you three years ago: “Sooner or later, love will not be enough to stop me.” – A soft chuckle came out before it continued – If I can’t kill you today, I’ll kill you in the next chance I get. I don’t mind waiting for a soul like yours. I know you won’t kill the kid.
Almost immediately, she demanded, still maintaining her coldness:
- Bring Sebastian back.
If it could, Daicilus would have probably shrugged before returning me the ability to speak. I simply confirmed her that I was in fact back in control and shut up.
Sliding towards my left until it stopped on my temple, I felt the gun’s barrel moving and, starting at the corner of my left eye, I began to see her walking around the two person, dark green, metal bench that I was sitting on, dressed from toes to neck in a, most likely, slightly thicker than paper-thin suit that seemed to be made of an extremely malleable and metallic material, going for the darker tones of the colour but never giving the impression that it’s more black than grey. Spread somewhat scarcely around her, were relatively thin lines that barely seemed three-dimensional, colored with a light mixture of blue and green. Her hair was still the same, straight, light brown and a bit longer than shoulder length; her eyes still hazel and still giving a cynical look. The only thing that had changed about her was her body. She was taller, more fit and more feminine.
- You… look great – I shyly commented as she stopped in front of me – Is-
- Don’t. – Sonia interrupted, crouching so we met face to face. – This suit is what keeps me alive. As long as I wear it twenty three hours a day, I’m fine.
- You know Daicilus can hear this as well. Why are you mentioning it? You’re only giving it ideas.
- Because I know you can hold on for just a little bit longer.
My face looked away from hers; casting away that last slimmer of hope that she wouldn’t kill me, only to feel her metal-covered hand pull it back in place and getting caught by surprise when I felt her lips meet up with mine. I hadn’t felt this in three years, the tenderness of such a kiss, which made the fact it only lasted for five seconds feel all the shorter. I had even forgotten during those short instants that I still had a gun pointed against the left side of my head:
- Why? – She asked as soon as she separated herself from me; the cold act dropped entirely and for the first time showing actual sadness in her tone. – Why did it have to be you who had a curse like this? Why couldn’t it have been someone else? I know I’m being selfish, but why? - I didn’t respond. I simply looked down as she continued – I don’t want to, but we both know you can’t continue to live. It’s just too dangerous, for everyone.
Her hand started shaking lightly and she was on the verge of crying, unsure if she should pull the trigger or not. She was right. It was in fact too dangerous. I gave her one look. A simple look of understanding and a second later, returning the gaze, she fired.
On the fraction of the second that it took for her to fully press the trigger, one final thought coursed my mind:
You made the right choice.
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Joining Story Nº2 - Posted on 24-11-2013
Google Doc: Clicky Clicky
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I leaned back on my chair, letting my arms go completely limp as I looked at the ceiling with a smile which told that, although somewhat annoyed, I understood it wasn’t her fault; it was just bad timing. Giving life back to my upper limbs, I looked at the screen and typed:
“I have been looking for him for a whole wek now. I just can’t seem to find him.” “week*”
As I waited for a response, I grabbed a snack I had right next to the keyboard and still managed to send to her a second message, moments before her reply:
“Btw, guess what I’m eating X3”
“Is he avoiding you? Did he find out about your intentions?” “And really? *sigh* chocolate”
Allowing my face to show a large grin as I read the reaction, I typed “Yesh > w < “ as a response.
“Great. Now focus.”
It was Sonia on the other side, monitoring the development of my mission. Complying, I quickly wrote out my response:
“I’m not uite certain, and if he did, I have no idea how he found out. I have neither said nor done anything that would give him or anyone else any idea as to my real objective in here. I’m actually leaning towards the possibility that I just haven’t found him by pure chance, according to what I’ve heard and seen about him” “quite*” “… something’s jamming the key :/”
“What do you mean?” She asked
It took me another set of moments to write the answer:
“Apparently, you can call him an oddball between the oddballs. He’s quite literally a cartoon made for comedy. He’s a thief, but he’s clumsy; he’s immortal but has a tendency of being in the wrong place at the wrong time and, if you pull his file, it claims that this guy can break the 4th wall… wut? o_o” “We’re not in a game/movie/book or anything of the sort so, what do you think that means?”
After a few more seconds of wait, as I watched the pencil scribbling away in a repeated animation, a response came:
“Don’t know; inter-dimensional communication? o_o” “Keep in mind that the abilities section is written by the participants themselves so he could just be bullshitting people with that” “At any rate, keep looking”
The conversation then derailed into a more informal one, where I was basically calling her a heretic for preferrin