@Kodoku Feels, man. Feels. But seriously though, don't kill yourself, its possible that you can still even find an even
better girl or some stuff. srsly.
Anyway, can I like mention other dreams too? Because some were leagues better than the last dream that I can remember. I'll tell you guys anyway.
WARNING: CONTAINS MATURE-ISH THEMES
So basically, in my dream, I was a girl (not one irl). It was like a pastlife deal, I remembered being a guy before in a previous life, although I've lived as a girl for 17 years, I'll describe myself. I was blonde, I think I had two braided 'pig-tails' like Anna's from Frozen. I was wearing a gray hoodie with long sleeves, and a white vest-shirt thing on top of that. I think I was wearing pinkish short-shorts.
Anyway, me and my parents went to a restaurant, after eating, I went to the restroom. After I finished I went out of my cubicle and saw a random guy standing, I didn't care, and tried to pull my pants back up, but the guy was like "keep it down!" (or such), so I didn't, because I think I was scared. Then he said "I don't care if I have a girlfriend." I forgot what else he said, but it was implied that he was threatening me and was gonna try to rape me so I went and asked him "What are you gonna threaten me with?" Heeeee then proceeded to pull out a faucet behind him and threaten me with the sharp part of the metal. I immediately went for it and wrestled him for it, I managed to overpower him and make him drop the faucet as I kept banging his head on surfaces and choking him (by the way, all the time we were in the restroom, the door was open, everyone saw what was going on but no one decided to help either of us). We eventually continued outside the restroom, without my pants. I continued to bash his head on places, then I pinned him on one of the dining tables, and pulled a fork on him the people gasped, so I put it back on the table and got the spoon, theeeeen I proceeded to make a freaking rhythm with his head and the spoon, then the people laughed, then he turned into a FREAKING PLUSHTOY, I didn't even care, nor did anyone, its like its natural in that dream world for people to become plushtoys, anyway after that, I felt his pulse, he was still alive but unconscious. I brought him to the female cop that was just sitting there, and she was like "what a nice plushie!" I told her it was still alive, she got surprised and gave it to custody. Then she consoled me, and asked if we should get a new "IC" whatever that meant. I told her that my mom will just call if we wanted to get that "IC." All this time, I was without pants, so I went to my mom's bag and wore jeans that we brought for some reason.
It doesn't end there, just as I was about to leave the restaurant as my parents were waiting outside, there was a black girl standing near the door, and she was like "Daaaaaamn, dat ass" to another girl, everyone looked at her judgingly, but I just thought she was lesbian and I didn't see anything wrong, then my dream made it a clear implication that she was actually like me, a dude who was currently a girl.
I am unsure if I'm gonna get an infraction for that.
