trip log

20/05/2011


10:00 AM
i get out of bed and immediately began preparing my lemon tek for today. squeezed one whole, reasonably large

lemon, and opened and poured two shroom capsules into a cup (should be roughly 1g of dried shrooms - also, there

are two capsules left now). poured lemon juice in over dried shroom powder, then stirred with a spoon. lots of it

is floating on the top. i leave this for a while.

then, i poured myself a large cup of ribena (probably approx .5L, 1:4 ratio of syrup:water. this is all i have

until patrick gets here w/ more.), and used it to take: some multivitamins and a st. john's wort tablet (extract

equiv. to dry herb 1.8g). i am hoping to use monoamine oxidase inhibitors to increase the effect of my trip.

i have not eaten since 1AM and will not eat until after the lemon tek, which I plan to have when people start

arriving. i will drink nothing but ribena, as well.


12:01 PM
over the past 2 hours, i:
- had only one small bong hit, reasonably brown but quite strong mix. feeling good.
- stirred the lemon tek. some of the shrooms were clinging to the sides of the glass, but most of it has sunk to

the bottom. the lemon juice has turned a bit brown, possibly from the mushrooms, oxidisation, or both. now that

it's more saturated, i figure if i raise the water level a bit it might help. i add a bit of ribena, and that

worked reasonably well. the mixture is now a slightly murky, purplish-red colour.
- drank the ribena i poured for myself earlier
- watched a video of a very deep fractal zoom on my TV, via USB flash drive. brought my very moderate high up to a

stronger one. will definitely watch this again later.
- had a shower
- decided to make this log, and wrote all of the above (10AM from memory)


12:48 PM
Just made a few phone calls, and everybody is on their way here now. I will drink my lemon tek now, and follow it

with water (i'm out of ribena until pat gets here). adam bitched out and called in to work instead. will leave the

door unlocked in case i pass out or some wack shit. NP: Parov Stelar - Catgroove


12:51 PM
Bleurgh. That was not pleasant to drink. Just tasted like half a glass of straight lemon juice, with dregs.

mushroom dregs. had the texture of being extremely pulpy, actually. i don't even like pulp, and this is like really

pulpy lemon juice.i think i'll drink some water and then have a bong.


12:58 PM
just stumbled back inside. either that is really good weed or the shrooms are already creeping up on me.


1:12 PM
First definite onset of the shrooms. I am definitely starting to feel them coming on slowly.


==EVERYTHING BELOW IS FROM MEMORY ONLY. TIMES ARE ESTIMATES==


1:20 PM
Zoned out listening to trippy music for a while, sat staring at computer screen. Pat and Tiddies arrived and I'm

back. Will help them with my method and then have a bong or two.


2:00 PM
Drew has also arrived by now, and everyone has started their trip. I traded one of my four caps with Tiddies for

half a tab of acid, and took that straight away. I'm holding on to his cap for later, though. Have had a few more

bongs and a bunch more ribena. Starting to feel really good. Occasionally getting the feeling that I'm watching

myself from third person through a camera awkwardly placed in front of my face, facing the same direction as me. My

garden looks very nice. I remember saying that my chickens "look like little dinosaurs".


3:30 PM
My girlfriend randomly showed up. I've had a few more bongs and am absulutely tripping out. Decided to lie down on

the trampoline for a while and watch the clouds (it's a v. nice day). Girlfriend joined me on the trampoline.

Everyone else went inside to play smash brothers. Neither of us said much while we were on the trampoline, and we

just sat there together, playing around. I had an intense feeling of being one with nature; both of us just wild

creatures, now part of nature instead of just observing it.

The voice in my head also began speaking jibberish around about now. I think this was what people mean when they

talk about breaking of the ego. It sounded like a more human version of the way the birds were communicating, and

somehow I felt like I could understand it anyway. Speaking in feelings instead of words perhaps?


4:00 PM
I think Adam showed up around this time, took some caps, and after a bit most people went down to the milk bar and

then the park or something. I went inside and began watching that deep fractal zoom

again.

As I watched, I felt my mind expanding and exploding. The wall behind the TV began changing colours, and after a

while seemed to be a colour I couldn't recognize. When the video finished, I looked around and watched everything

around me melting and morphing. It had brought on my trip immensely, and for a long time after this I sat on the

couch staring at the room moving. The floorboards were shifting, and I was getting colourful kaleidoscopes when I

closed my eyes. I think I was somewhere between level 3 and 4 on the trip scale here.

When everyone came back from the park, I finally got up and went to play some smash bros with them.


5:00 PM
Finished a few games of smash bros, then pointed out that we should leave my house by 6 to avoid my parents.

Decided to pack everything up and go straight away. Everyone put in an effort to tidy the place up. By now my trip

had reduced to a strong buzz in my head with slightly odd visuals. I felt like the shrooms had mostly worn off, but

I was still going thanks to the acid. But, what I was feeling was still a lot stronger than just half a tab.


5:30 PM
We left and the place was how it was before we started. Couldn't find my wallet, though. We went straight to Drew's

garage, brought the nintendo 64 and games. His parents were at home, but they usually stay out of our way;

regardless, we opted to not smoke weed until they went to bed at 10:30. Instead, those of us who still had one left

all took our last caps. Definitely kept us going. Played N64 for a long time; played smash bros, mario kart, and

mario party.


9:00 PM
Said "to hell with it" and filled up the bong. We were running out of weed and ended up buying some more. My trip

felt like it was fading. After smoking some more, I now felt more high than tripping. Was by now absolutely

exhausted.


11:00 PM
Curled up in a beanbag and rested for a while. Intermittently smoking weed.


12:30 AM
Drew had to go to bed, so Adam left and Pat, Tiddies and I went down to the park for a while. Tiddies and I had a

gram left to share, so he grinded up a mix, and then I rolled a fat king size that held all of it. Smoked that

together in Pat's car.

Then we sat there for a while listening to some classical radio station, all of us absolutely in a stupor.


1:00 AM
Got the last of my things together and headed home. Still felt the acid a bit, but was mostly just baked at this

stage. Made myself a sandwich, put my music back on, and after I ate I passed out. Slept like a log.


11:30 AM
My light and my music were both still on when I woke up. Throbbing headache. Stomach felt surprisingly okay. Had a

shower and then went for a walk. Felt like I was still at level 1; colours still seem brighter and music still

sounds nice. Still feel a bit baked, as well.



Overall: 10/10 will do again, probably with more acid or something. I feel like I learned something profound, but

can't quite comprehend what that is.