I would understand if you're trying to be Alien by literally painting a target on yourself, but setting it up for 4 months where you basically inadverdently tell the community that you will be doing NOTHING for 4 months and be damn proud of it is despicable.
Dude why are you being so serious? It has nothing with punishing myself or derping around for 4 months or anything.
There was a chance for me to derp around even more which I am.
I literally couldn't care less about being shamed or whatever anyone thinks, it has nothing to do with that.
Jesus man go eat some worms or something.