not very good, to be honest.

I started off the year just kind of sad, and its been the same way. on new year's eve i got a call from my buddy, who has schizophrenia.

He had just beaten up him mom and tried to kill her with his rifle, and she ran out and called the police. I heard him crying over the phone and telling me he was going to kill himself. He loaded his magazine and started shooting the walls in his room as the SWAT outside tried to call him down.

I've never felt more powerless before, listening to my buddy cry and tell me he was going to kill himself when the police got to the house. I talked to him, and eventually he threw the weapon on the bed and turned himself in

im just feeling like i don't have a lot of reasons to be happy anymore. i mean, I'm much more charismatic than before, and I make new friends every day, and I end up hitting on girls a lot better than i used to, to the point that i'm turning them down.

When i was happy, I was fat and plump

now that i'm getting more depressed, I've joined the rowing team, lost 10 pounds in a month, and started getting pretty cut. it's like the less work i put into life, the easier it becomes

im just kind of coasting, man. no real direction

I honestly dont know what to say.

Do you have plans? You're not happy in the team?

i'm really looking forward to rowing. Getting up at 5AM is probably the most exciting thing i have to do right now

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Of course, the other one got pregnant.
If you didn't get it, i mean the other man got pregnant.

geez, why are you all concerned about the sex

It's slashfiction but that doesn't mean I don't have a plot.


They're roomates and they solve mysteries together.

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"Better" is a bit of an exaggeration, don't you think?

lol, its ok externus, you'll get there some day :D

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i'm really looking forward to rowing. Getting up at 5AM is probably the most exciting thing i have to do right now

Hey, Cook. Just hang out a lot with good friends or make new good ones. I went through depression recently and it sucked. I just thought too much about my life and it depressed me, but what happened to your friend seems way more horrible.
I hope you feel better though. Focusing on something for a while like your rowing sounds like a good thing to do.

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lol, its ok externus, you'll get there some day :D

Looking forward to your next rape animation.

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Looking forward to your next rape animation.

Rapenimation? :D

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Looking forward to your next rape animation.

if i really have to make rape to prove to you i'm better?
i'll do

I think you have enough Rape animations to have in store, Mark

Cook:

Dude thats hard, this new years is soooooo fucking messed up. People and friends dying, depression and all that.
Just try to get your mind out of all those man, it's good you have a rowing team to keep your mind away from it all.

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if i really have to make rape to prove to you i'm better?
i'll do

Do you have anything else better to do? Rape animation is pretty much your catchphrase at this point.

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Do you have anything else better to do?

a question which applies to pretty much anyone reading this right now

Man you got me. You're really good. Those movements are great keep it up.

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not very good, to be honest.

I started off the year just kind of sad, and its been the same way. on new year's eve i got a call from my buddy, who has schizophrenia.

He had just beaten up him mom and tried to kill her with his rifle, and she ran out and called the police. I heard him crying over the phone and telling me he was going to kill himself. He loaded his magazine and started shooting the walls in his room as the SWAT outside tried to call him down.

I've never felt more powerless before, listening to my buddy cry and tell me he was going to kill himself when the police got to the house. I talked to him, and eventually he threw the weapon on the bed and turned himself in

im just feeling like i don't have a lot of reasons to be happy anymore. i mean, I'm much more charismatic than before, and I make new friends every day, and I end up hitting on girls a lot better than i used to, to the point that i'm turning them down.

When i was happy, I was fat and plump

now that i'm getting more depressed, I've joined the rowing team, lost 10 pounds in a month, and started getting pretty cut. it's like the less work i put into life, the easier it becomes

im just kind of coasting, man. no real direction

Hey man I feel you. Coast for a while, take your time to settle down and get things together I guess. Things will clear up in a bit of time when you're mind calms down. You'll find something to be happy about. I hope so at least, since I'm not exactly in an optimal condition myself heh.

Everest was a pretty good movie.

Breathtaking at times.