mines big pretty good. :D

It is goin' pretty good 8^)

I woke up today feeling somewhat less than human, I wondered what rudimentary instinct drives me to perpetuate this meaninglessly mundane existence of painfully self aware nihilism and intrinsic irony. I betray myself with constant hypocrisy and contradictions while clinging on to anything resembling actual resolve in believing the things I desperately try to convince myself I believe. I ask myself when the fragile tethers that keep my soul bound to this mortal flesh will snap letting my spirit rocket away from this nonsense and back into infinity.

Pretty standard day.

I have a feeling that this thread would be an awkward chat thread.

not much, still with this loneliness...

Underground speak easy chat thread,
as long as the fuzz doesn't find out, we're cool yadig
I fell asleep on the couch last night and woke up feeling stiff as hell, haven't left my house all day, but I watched a lot of anime so today is a pretty good day

Quote from Jutsu

I woke up today feeling somewhat less than human, I wondered what rudimentary instinct drives me to perpetuate this meaninglessly mundane existence of painfully self aware nihilism and intrinsic irony. I betray myself with constant hypocrisy and contradictions while clinging on to anything resembling actual resolve in believing the things I desperately try to convince myself I believe. I ask myself when the fragile tethers that keep my soul bound to this mortal flesh will snap letting my spirit rocket away from this nonsense and back into infinity.

Pretty standard day.

For better or for worse, this actually has more truth to it than Ice Cube's verses.

Quote from Drone

Underground speak easy chat thread,
as long as the fuzz doesn't find out, we're cool yadig
I fell asleep on the couch last night and woke up feeling stiff as hell, haven't left my house all day, but I watched a lot of anime so today is a pretty good day

Dat 50s slang though

Time to advance onto the 80s with the leather jacket club soon


My day is waking up realizing I'm still single, eat, anime, shower, anime, still being single, and now going to game... Singles life is awesome

I'm feelin' pretty swell. Thanks for asking, bought some new music this morning. Helped a friend setup a PS2 emulator and Ate some cereal.

Quote from bl3u

I'm feelin' pretty swell. Thanks for asking, bought some new music this morning. Helped a friend setup a PS2 emulator and Ate some cereal.

In that order

I could be high right now but I'm not so thats okay.

Quote from Drone

In that order

The cereal came first.

I've been stressing out a lot, recently.

Last year of secondary school, a lot of pressure, Government have made it harder to get a C grade, let alone an A* (which im aiming for. I'm an A student). My dad is pissing me off, discouraging me, making me unmotivated to do better, making me feel like shit. I need to fill out my sketchbook for my GCSE art, I have to do a German speaking exam in 2 weeks, friends are becoming oversensitive idiots (ever since they got their girlfriends, they've become stupidly protective). I want to get into the best colleges in my area. I want to get my anims sponcered, but too many shit to do already so I can't. Multiple people complain on this forum about the recent mediocore anims and I want to make original anims, RHGs and enter competitions. Everytime I enter a competition, I can't even start because of my pressures towards school and I feel guilty for not completing the work because people like Resh can do it in 2 weeks but I can't. Too much stuff happening at the same time. I haven't taken any breaks from anything and my sleeping schedule is starting to fuck up. I try to get organised and try to make a schedule for everything but it's just not working. I'm not sure what to do anymore, but im hanging in there by the fingertips :/

Quote from supersmashbro

I've been stressing out a lot, recently.

Last year of secondary school

Prepare your anus because, secondary school is a haven.

I wake up at around 2 PM, fill out job applications for about 30 minutes to an hour then play league until my stomach growls, eat, go back to league until food is digested, use the restroom, more league, have mild chatter with people in my household, more league, sleep.
Occasionally check stickpage or irc anywhere in there.