Well, the soundtrack to Interstellar is on Youtube and Spotify, and it was, without a doubt, my favorite movie of all time. I cried several times during the movie. Once, during the scene that's pretty much meant for you to cry in, but several other times when the guys were just in space. The Awe and curiousity and feeling of tinyness hit me so fucking hard.
Listen to this music as I rant. It'll be great.
I felt like a kid again, looking up at the stars and wondering if anybody was looking down. Then I grew up, and realized that the sky was just a background; some majestic yet unattainable painting. I had to be realistic.
But then this fucking movie comes around. This movie sat me down, and within the first thirty minutes, had pulled all of my dreams out of the sky and showed them to me. I reached out and experienced this world; this universe. The cold, hard pressure of space created these diamonds of beauty, only made more gorgeous by how difficult they are to approach.
I felt truly vunerable, truly scared as these people ventured into space. It was a fear unlike no other, only because it was matched by my ambition. No normal human being would want to be in a dark, lifeless vacuum, but I couldn't tear myself away from the screen. I fucking needed this. My entire life I've wanted this, and this movie took me there.
This movie took all the fantasies I told myself weren't possible and fucking showed them to me. This fucking movie made me realize that all the shit I dreamed about as a kid wasn't impossible. This fucking movie told me that it was alright to dream. I wanted to be there so bad, and I lived the experience through the characters, but I was fascinated.
I was tiny. I was a kid again. I was actually experiencing the fucking shit I stayed up all night as a kid thinking about. It didn't matter to me who the fuck was president or what the fuck was cool, what mattered was this giant fucking organism in front of me, this fucking treasure chest of shit beyond my wildest dreams. Mountains that could be scaled, caves explored or cities built.
None of this fucking grown-up shit anymore. I was a kid. for the first time in a long fucking time, I lost my breath. I was surprised. I was fucking happy. This movie made me cry like a bitch, because I finally met up with my inner child, and for two hours, we laid on our backs and looked at the stars, and just ourselves go.
I don't know how to explain it. If you feel the way I do, you'll know exactly what I'm talking about. If you don't, then you never will.
I fucking loved this movie.
