So your 20 years old now huh, time sure flies when you don't notice it.
I'm hoping that you'll be in college studying business and economics, so my only advice for you is for you to do your best with working with others. You've grown up with no friends and only relying on you and your family, but you have to at least try your best with getting to know other people. Maybe find a friend you can spend time with and game with, who knows, college is a big and new place. I know when you probably look back, you might feel disappointed with some decisions I have made and I will admit, I haven't always done the best thing for me or the people around me. Now I'm hoping by this time, you'll have changed, that you have started to really take everything in life seriously, so you don't make the same mistakes that I have. Sure I might pass highschool and find a decent college, but its up to you to make the rest of the way.
As you probably remember, here in highschool, I don't really have the time to have fun with writing and such. So I'm putting it up to you, to not lose those small hobbies that makes you and me who we are. Try to make time, but if it truly isn't possible all the time, at least try to do something. A short descriptive paragraph is good enough, but you must remember to keep our dream for the future alive, so you'll need the knowledge from school and your own work to achieve it.
Life will give you a hard time and shove you down, but just get up again and continue forward. Never give up my friend, don't make the same childish and foolish mistakes I have.
-Devi, 23/03/15
Beijing, China.