Eric remained impassive. He had no idea how he remained impassive, but he managed it. Even as his heart began to sink, shot full of more holes than swiss cheese.
He'd fucked it. He'd comprehensively fucked up. He'd comprehensively, utterly, and completely fucked this up.
First? He'd irretrievably botched this conversation. Second? He'd fatally underestimated the nature, of this posse Ana was a member of. And thirdly? He'd made assumptions about Erik. Which he'd refused to torpedo, even when it became painfully obvious he was wrong. He was more complex. Of fucking course he was more complex.
He had to make amends.
"Ana..." he sighed, sucking up his pride and that small, rigid, inflexible chunk of his mind still telling him to stop being an idiot, "I owe you an apology."
"That's-" she started, before she double-took, mouth dropping open in shock.
"Let me clarify," he quickly stated, slightly ashamed of himself, "I'm sorry for blowing up at you. I made assumptions based on past experience about mercenaries that I probably shouldn't have applied to your group. I directly insulted you. I generally behaved like the worst piece of shit on the planet. I'm sorry for blowing up, for the insults, and for the vitriol I flung at your group."
Eric rubbed his temple. "I just... I tend to make assumptions based on first impressions. And the shitty people I tend to meet only tend to confirm my suspicions, or just fall into the same categories, time, after time, after damn time." He looked away. "It's a bad habit."
"But," he quickly added, before she could interject, "That doesn't mean that you sit any better with me. Yet. I don't care what shit you've gone through, who's wronged you, or who's fucking with whom. At the end of the day, your life is worth no more than anyone else, and you can't just treat yourself like your somehow better than the rest of the damn world. And as a merc, you implicitly acknowledge, that to some extent, you're better than the rest of the world. And as for Erik..." he clenched his teeth, breathing through them. "I can't easily forgive him for stealing someone's life. But I can forget. And the same goes for the rest of you. If you stay out of trouble, work for the right side, and try and bash some sense through his brain, eventually it'll all even out."
Before he could sit back and wait for a response, his mind immediately froze. Again. Maxim. She said Maxim.
She said, "motorcycle riding psycho Maxim"