Somebody called my name?

stonerfriend is being uncooperative and isn't keen on me using his address, but if I can convince him tomorrow (or resort to using mine), I've got a new vendor offering me a free sample of MXE with free shipping.
also, the silk road is craaaazy, there was this 90+ page long thread about this vendor claiming to be two college girls selling LSD, with extremely low prices and free shit, and everyone was debating whether or not it was a scam, and then yesterday tons of people got blank blotter in the mail. The lottery I screencapped and posted was from when most people were on Kat's side, and the thread had like 10 pages.

okay fuck, I need to vent my thoughts right now.

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stonerfriend is being uncooperative and isn't keen on me using his address, but if I can convince him tomorrow (or resort to using mine), I've got a new vendor offering me a free sample of MXE with free shipping.

oh god i think he is ignoring me for some reason, and i couldn't help sending like 5 increasingly pissed off texts and then calling him twice, which would be embarrassing if he has just been away from his phone all day. But that doesn't make sense, because he's the one who said we could meet up today, and to miss all my texts, he'd have to be on an all-day-all-night vacation, where he didn't bother bringing his cell phone. yeah right. he's totally ignoring me. my guess is that he really doesn't want to get stuff sent to his mailbox, which ruins my whole plan. There are tons of logical reasons why using his mailbox is much safer than using mine, which I'd be able to tell him if he wasn't fucking ignoring me. Because he's breaking my balls, I was forced to break the vendor's balls and delay even more. Though it's not that bad because the vendor is a really cool and funny dood. I'm gonna have to show up at my dickhead friend's house tomorrow and force him to listen to my plan. If he tries to shut his front door on me, I'll stick my arm in. God I'm starting to hate that guy... although he did say he was trying to get my money back, so maybe he got killed or something.

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oh god i think he is ignoring me for some reason

i wonder why

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i couldn't help sending like 5 increasingly pissed off texts and then calling him twice

oh, that's why.

i doubt it. He was supposed to contact me yesterday, and at like 5PM he still didn't, so I asked if the plans were off or something. No reply for an hour (extremely unusual, he always replies to anything, even when I accidentally send gibberish, immediately) so I just send "wtf". An hour after that is when I started getting pissed, because I was already sure he was ignoring me. He already knew the offer I got had a fucking time limit that I extended in order to talk to him that day. If something really came up, he'd say so. Well, maybe he wouldn't because he's a dick. When we made the agreement the day before, I could already tell he was reluctant (which is exactly why I wanted to talk to him in person)

he probably just changed his mind and didn't want to deal with the situation, calling off plans + letting me down in person. It makes sense because I was recently pissed over getting fucked in the ass over money/trust/lsd, i'm sure he didn't want to discuss that.

edit: I've been thinking that he keeps letting me down, obviously not trying to help, because he's passively against drugs other than marijuana. He doesn't say so, but it just seems like he thinks I'm taking him down that gateway drug path that DARE warns you about. MXE, admittedly, is sort of sketchy, but I said "I dunno know if you want any" which opened him to saying nah (which he didn't, instead saying 'for free shit just have it sent to your house'), and I just wanted to talk about it. (I realize it's a research chemical, but really wanted to have it in possession before debating whether or not to try it. Rarely is there an offer where the shipping charge is payed for, and most samples of anything are for reputable buyers aka not me. My friend's mailbox is right in front of his fucking house; mine isn't.)

Acid's about $10 here fyi (Bay Area), but you can prolly find it for about $15 a tab somewhere. Also anyone here tried DMT? That stuff looks pretty intriguing.

i wouldn't do dmt, looks too intense, and not worth it.

Hey Brian try using a Post Office mailbox. All you need is a parent's ID and you should be golden.

EDIT: you need two IDs.

(thanks for the idea amnasty)

my new blog entry:

finally went to his house and it was 20x more awkward than I anticipated, especially since his dad answered the door and welcomed me in, my friend not knowing I was there till I walked into his room. oh shit. anyways, it was awkward as fuck talking to him, hard to explain but it was like we didn't know each other and couldn't find the right words for anything. I planned on pushing really hard on the fact that he should use his mailbox, but we ended up agreeing on trying to get a P.O. box. He's going to find someone to purchase one for us with our money, I guess. I don't trust that to happen. I'm gonna have to talk to him again, but hopefully he'll stop ignoring my texts now.

I think the most important development is that he's no longer going to try LSD if we get it. I made it very clear that he doesn't have to if he doesn't want to, and he finally admitted that he wants to just smoke weed and spot me. I'd rather trip with him, but he'd probably have a bad time secretly not wanting to do it. After establishing this, he said he'd want to buy weed on the silk road if my plan works.

When I left, he told me to check how much weed costs on the silk road.

lel. He's not going to be happy with the prices. I haven't checked yet, but I forgot to tell him that everything there is super overpriced.

I watched Nyan cat for 10 hours. BEAT THAT YO

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(thanks for the idea amnasty)

my new blog entry:

finally went to his house and it was 20x more awkward than I anticipated, especially since his dad answered the door and welcomed me in, my friend not knowing I was there till I walked into his room. oh shit. anyways, it was awkward as fuck talking to him, hard to explain but it was like we didn't know each other and couldn't find the right words for anything. I planned on pushing really hard on the fact that he should use his mailbox, but we ended up agreeing on trying to get a P.O. box. He's going to find someone to purchase one for us with our money, I guess. I don't trust that to happen. I'm gonna have to talk to him again, but hopefully he'll stop ignoring my texts now.

I think the most important development is that he's no longer going to try LSD if we get it. I made it very clear that he doesn't have to if he doesn't want to, and he finally admitted that he wants to just smoke weed and spot me. I'd rather trip with him, but he'd probably have a bad time secretly not wanting to do it. After establishing this, he said he'd want to buy weed on the silk road if my plan works.

When I left, he told me to check how much weed costs on the silk road.

lel. He's not going to be happy with the prices. I haven't checked yet, but I forgot to tell him that everything there is super overpriced.

tell him to not buy weed, buy hash. its still overpriced (compared to socal street/dispensary prices), but weed is waaaay overpriced, plus hash is easier to ship then chronic lol

I proposed a new idea as an endnote to a text, and he actually agreed. He would just have the envelope addressed to him, let his dad get it, who would then give it to him, he'd open it in his room, and then say it was for a school club. I can't believe he agreed to that after all his aversion to just checking his mail before his dad.

And now I feel kind of bad upon realizing that there's absolutely nothing in it for him. No P.O. box means no weed or anything, and he's not going to try the LSD. It's going to his house and then I'm getting all of it. If it works out, then he's an awesome friend. If I knew he wasn't going to try the LSD when I was coming up with plans originally, I never would've made him take risks just for my sake. Feels kind of bad even if he has been screwing shit up previously.

so why go through all of this trouble instead of just sending it to your house?