THE END
Gone.
They were all gone.
Wave upon horrible crashing wave of emotions: Guilt, hatred, despair, and loneliness. It left her speechless for hours, and those hours progressed to days. The freeborn household was consumed in the silence, as if being buried alive in a disgusting oddly colored muck. It was just her, all by herself. She would count down the list of her past members every day, almost like a sort of sick ceremony, point out how each one left and how each could be pointed towards her.
Arcene had not been seen since the team was forced to heave her household, Jay had left to pursue her. He said he would return by the end of the week. It had been three months.
Epsilon had long been killed, she already knew this, and already knew it was her fault. She dug into her memories like a dagger puncturing skin to remove a bullet, the pool of blood she found on the rotting wooden floor, the tears that ran down their faces as they regained consciousness. Rhami had clung to the collar of her shirt, begging for her to do something about it. But it was far too late.
Rhami had disappeared a long time ago, occasionally returning with a looming cloud of depression swarming her mindset. She hardly acknowledged the team when she even was home, which wasn’t often. This time was different however, it had been months, perhaps half a season. There was no doubt that she was gone too.
Finally, John. His leave was the most mind boggling and mysterious. He came to visit her as usual, being the only one that kept her company anymore, left as usual to sleep at his apartment and never came back.
It was over. Freeborn was dead.
And so would she.
It had been easy really, Jay always kept one of his cyan carved pistols in the top drawer of his old room in case of another break-in. She /hated/ that cold destructive piece of metal which she was clasping in her hands only a minute later. She didn’t want it to come to this, but she had tried everything else. She stopped eating and she stopped sleeping, but her demonic half would endure. Although she felt that misery was all that she deserved, it was too much for her to take anymore.
The cold dark steel was pressed against her temple, pressing on her locks of brown hair. Her chest tightened and her throat narrowed. The seemingly eternal silence was broken by her blubbering sobs, her tears burned against her scarred eye. Her index finger slipped into place, tapping the trigger anxiously. Her other fingers were curled against the handle, just like she had seen Jay hold it, only the barrel was never pointed at him. She gasped in a breath, her crying taking most of her ability to breathe to begin with, her exhale forming into an ugly series of congested cries and squeals in longing and pain. All those years of telling her she wasn’t a monster, all those years of telling her she was a sister, a friend, perhaps even a mother one day. The same people who left with little warning and never came back.
She should have known they would lie to her.
She should have known.
And as the beast in her subconscious eyed the puny mortal, sobbing like an infant in need of food. Its’ slit-like eyes narrowed. It had to have been a bluff, no human would be brave enough to take their own life like this. Both were exhausted and lacking the energy to survive such a blow. She had to be lying. After all, humans lie all the time. There were still the opportunities to grow old, find new friends. Though they would probably end up meeting their maker to the demon or leave her like these ones had. Abaddon had hardly had to lift a finger and the girl was already alone again. If anything, the humans did a better job at making her miserable than it ever could. It was almost proud, before realizing it was directing positive feelings towards the humans and mentally spat.
‘They obviously would have left you. I predicted this from the start.’ It cooed to the human, having to call out a few decibels over a shout to defeat her sobs. ‘We’re a monster, and monsters are abandoned. They are shunned, hated, discarded, left for dead, and are never loved. You never had a chance, which is why I was plotting their destruction from the start. Don’t you think that their misery would have been more relieving than your own as they left one by one?’
“I’m not doing this because I’m miserable. I’m doing this because they were miserable and that was why they left.”
The rather suddenly calm voice left Abaddon to fall into a very death-like quiet.
“I don’t want to do this to get my own pain over with, I’m going to do this because I can save the future pain of others being around me. Being around /us/. This isn’t about me, which is why you can’t manipulate me, this is about everyone else. Everyone else that you cannot control with your magic. Your goals, your mind set, and your motives were all based on the misery of one person. Because, you knew that I would seek the help of others and drag them down into the hell I was going through. So I simply won’t exist to let them be pulled into our madness.”
Her index finger twitched.
‘Don’t you dare.’
She shut her eyes tightly, folds of her skin along her eyelids deepened the more she pressed them together.
‘Put it down, I command you!’
“It’s my turn to give the commands. Say goodbye.”
A gunshot rang through the forest as a limp pale body collapsed into a heap on the wooden boards of the once existent Freeborn household. Now just a broken-down hut in the woods with nothing left in it but a body, a pistol, and a silver locket that bounced under the couch when dropped. The empty thing hung open as blood began to seep under the furniture, staining the bottom of the silver.
Later that evening, the RHG community made the announcement that Kyra the Demon was dead.
And the city rejoiced.