What if the human civilisation ceased to exist?
Oh, well I would just be floating and everything would be blac-NOPE YOU WOULDN'T HAVE A CONSCIENCE THERE IS NOTHING

mind effed

Will people ever stop asking questions?

One question I always have is ''will school will stop stressing me?''

There are more things that I can't stop thinking about:
1.How do humans live peacefully,can't every other country focus on their own country and start working to keep it better and stop wars..
2.Why can't bad people become good so easily? Do they not have mercy?
3.What does God actually look like?
4.Is my love for a girl just a desire to possess?
5.Why are fictional characters much more beautiful!?

The Thoughts i thinking this year:
1.How if a beginner animator turns into a awesome animator or experts.
2.If im a Star(Acting and etc not the star from space :3.)
3.If my town,city,country,or world turn to a wasteland.
4.If i can't see anything/Blind.
5.If powers realy Exist.
6.If Me and Lawl turn into Doritos lol XD jk.
7.If i reach the epic rank at class :).

Thats all :3

what if I am a test subject that is in a shut down area in a secret part of the earth being video'd with my every move and thoughts, and everyone around me are actors?

heh. wierd thoughts

Does the world really needs sound?

What language do deaf people think in?

I have alot of thought that i find precious to me!

*Whats the meaning of life?
*Why do I seek the approval of others?
*Why i'm afraid to speak my mind to someone?
*How the world will end?
*How will i die?
*When will i die?
*Whats my purpose in life?
*Whats the point of oral's if i wont ever make a speach when i grow up?
*Why does racism exsists?
*Why does sexism exsists?
*Why does war exsists?
*Why do I exsist?
*What happens when i die?

I mostly think that when you die, the following happens...
You are born again in an other dimension.
(Their has been theories of other dimensions that a little different that ours. Example:Gender changed dimension, Good people turn to evil dimension)

most of the thing i think about doesn't have a reasonable awnser to it!

Why does a fish when it swims?

Oh Shiva, what is your reality?
What is this wonder-filled universe?
What constitutes seed?
Who centers the universal wheel?
What is this life beyond pervading forms?
How may we enter fully, above space and time, names and descriptions?
LET MY DOUBTS BE CLEARED!

I avoid thinking as much as possible, unless it's for an immediate practical application.

For me, roaming thoughts always end up in a downward spiral towards depression about how terrible the state of the world is, about how everyone is blindly enjoying their prisons without even realizing how much they are suffering, and how absurd it is that very little, if anything, can be done to make people realize this. Even worse is the realization that this is all blindingly obvious... but people are too caught up in the mundane day-to-day dramas they call "lives", to even begin to care. Having realized these truths is a really fucking heavy burden.

Consequently I don't think much any more, especially before bed. I meditate instead. It's the only way out. It's also probably the only thing saving me from some combination of depression, alcoholism, and insanity.



Having said that, it's great motivation to continue to further myself spiritually.

And use a lot of psychedelics.