Speaking of hypothetical situations, here's a neat one that I really can't think of an answer to. Would you go through a week of really vicious torture (burning, flaying, etc while being kept alive) if you could have one wish granted at the end of it? Excluding any loopholes that allow you to have more than one wish obviously
like it seems like it would be totally worth it, but going through that week would be too much for me
It really depends on the kind of torture, and the consistency it's applied. Also it depends on whether or not this is a sort of hypothetical torture, that once it's over, will be as if it never happened, and your body won't be damaged whatsoever. Of course, something like say 168 hours of 24/7 having your entire body immolated without having your skin/nerve endings ever burn away, would probably drive you beyond insanity. It might be tempting to think that that 1 wish would be worth it in the end, but your mind will likely never recover. After it all, you might find yourself using your wish to permanently forget the last week.
An interesting example that comes to mind was the episode in Naruto where Kakashi gets trapped in Itachi's genjutsu, and is stabbed continuously for what I think was an entire year.
I don't think I've made it very clear or brought it up much but despite being in a religious community I personally am no longer religious. I don't talk about it much though and keep it to myself because of all the problems that would arise with that.
Either way. I'm uncomfortable about being just a physical body because of missing out. I feel like there's so much to see and do and experience that it would be impossible to do it all in a lifetime. You can do a lot yes, but definitely not everything. I don't have a specific idea of what I'd like to happen after death since you can't prove anything, but if there were I'd imagine it I would feel like "me", but in a different "form". I don't know how to put it in words exactly but I think the point is clear.
Also not being able to know whether or not there's something after life really sparks my curiosity.
What made you change your mind?