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do i look like i care :3

Oh my god, please don't tell me you're going to do this with EVERY milestone. I guarantee you'll regret it eventually.

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Oh my god, please don't tell me you're going to do this with EVERY milestone. I guarantee you'll regret it eventually.

._. wtf you mean? also Finn wearing the glasses wtf .. Hes totally Learning Something

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._. wtf you mean? also Finn wearing the glasses wtf .. Hes totally Learning Something

~1000th Post Achieve-8/1/2015

Having that fucking achievement in every one of your posts, its already in your signature, isnt that enough? Its being shown twice and it's stupid to even show it once.

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._. wtf you mean? also Finn wearing the glasses wtf .. Hes totally Learning Something

~1000th Post Achieve-8/1/2015

I remember my first 1,000 :')

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I remember my first 1,000 :')

I don't remember mine, haha.

Just accidentally'd a nap and my god was it refreshing to be able to do that. If not for my 3 day weekends, I'd go insane here.

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Just accidentally'd a nap and my god was it refreshing to be able to do that. If not for my 3 day weekends, I'd go insane here.

More insane than working 12 hour shifts or longer everyday 7 days a week and eating meals out of a bag?

Naaahhh it ain't that bad :p

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More insane than working 12 hour shifts or longer everyday 7 days a week and eating meals out of a bag?

Naaahhh it ain't that bad :p

I love how we got the military in common. I would have said the exact same thing you just did, haha.

Muh nikka

Sometimes, I feel like I'm more suited for working than school, but I enjoy what I'm getting out of school. Which I'm hoping will get me better work when I work.

So I woke up today around 11am to find out that Drew fucked the girl while I was asleep. He woke me up this morning with a few texts saying things along the lines of "Are you sure" and "Will you still feel the same way" so I answered "Yeah." and he was like "Oh good because I already did it." I'd be way more specific, but I don't have my phone at the moment. So whatever, I took Jutsu's words and applied them, I gave him the green light and if he does it I'm in no position to complain. But you have to keep in mind that no matter how much you think you don't/won't care, it hurts. It hurts like every fucking emotion you are feeling is a fucking stab.
Anyway, the whole emotion shifts. He goes from joking about it to regretting it immensely, and texting me a bunch of apologies and such while I was in the shower, so he thought I was mad/ignoring him. He drove over and started saying sorry and everything, and whatever. Everything is good I am a professional at ignoring issues. We went to the mall, and we walked and talked for a while. We went to a store called "Weird Things" or something, and it was there while I was sorting through vinyl albums that I got the very real feeling that I was empty. I felt drained, and sick to my stomach and absolutely worthless. Pretended it was nothing for a while. We got to the car and he begged me to hit him, or yell or do something because I had very much stayed emotionless. I told him it was alright, and that I wasn't in the position to be mad because I gave him permission. I told him I was sad however because I never thought he'd actually take the opportunity to sleep with someone else, let alone a 16 year old girl that he doesn't know. I ended up having a huge cryfest in the car for two hours (no joke). When I finally collected myself and calmed down, he started sobbing himself to the point where he threw up. He regretted it. He claims it only lasted about five minutes. Also on the way home from her house he was so disappointed with his choices that he either punched/kicked something in his car and broke it. Idk.
Anyway after we both collected ourselves, I went on a drug search for some sort of downer just so I could float away and think things over for a bit, but its pretty hard to find anyone with such short notice. Drew ended up buying me a bunch of expensive tequila, and I got drunk, we fucked, he apologized, everything is fine except now I'm alone in bed and I have spent the last 5 years of my life making pisspoor decisions.
Anyway I hate to admit that I was wrong for not listening to everyone on here telling me to not let him do such a thing, but I was way wrong and now I'm dealing with my shitty choices.
Y'all are free to judge or whatever or tell me I'm fucking stupid, I've earned it at this point lmao and I'm open for C&C yknow

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So I woke up today around 11am to find out that Drew fucked the girl while I was asleep. He woke me up this morning with a few texts saying things along the lines of "Are you sure" and "Will you still feel the same way" so I answered "Yeah." and he was like "Oh good because I already did it." I'd be way more specific, but I don't have my phone at the moment. So whatever, I took Jutsu's words and applied them, I gave him the green light and if he does it I'm in no position to complain. But you have to keep in mind that no matter how much you think you don't/won't care, it hurts. It hurts like every fucking emotion you are feeling is a fucking stab.
Anyway, the whole emotion shifts. He goes from joking about it to regretting it immensely, and texting me a bunch of apologies and such while I was in the shower, so he thought I was mad/ignoring him. He drove over and started saying sorry and everything, and whatever. Everything is good I am a professional at ignoring issues. We went to the mall, and we walked and talked for a while. We went to a store called "Weird Things" or something, and it was there while I was sorting through vinyl albums that I got the very real feeling that I was empty. I felt drained, and sick to my stomach and absolutely worthless. Pretended it was nothing for a while. We got to the car and he begged me to hit him, or yell or do something because I had very much stayed emotionless. I told him it was alright, and that I wasn't in the position to be mad because I gave him permission. I told him I was sad however because I never thought he'd actually take the opportunity to sleep with someone else, let alone a 16 year old girl that he doesn't know. I ended up having a huge cryfest in the car for two hours (no joke). When I finally collected myself and calmed down, he started sobbing himself to the point where he threw up. He regretted it. He claims it only lasted about five minutes. Also on the way home from her house he was so disappointed with his choices that he either punched/kicked something in his car and broke it. Idk.
Anyway after we both collected ourselves, I went on a drug search for some sort of downer just so I could float away and think things over for a bit, but its pretty hard to find anyone with such short notice. Drew ended up buying me a bunch of expensive tequila, and I got drunk, we fucked, he apologized, everything is fine except now I'm alone in bed and I have spent the last 5 years of my life making pisspoor decisions.
Anyway I hate to admit that I was wrong for not listening to everyone on here telling me to not let him do such a thing, but I was way wrong and now I'm dealing with my shitty choices.
Y'all are free to judge or whatever or tell me I'm fucking stupid, I've earned it at this point lmao and I'm open for C&C yknow

Well, I'd say you suffered enough as is, and don't need anybody beating you up online for it too. All I'll say is that again, we've moved from being accepting to polygamy to preferring monogamy, and whenever multiple partners are introduced in a relationship, things are gonna start going downhill. If they were downhill to begin with (which it didn't seem to be, but was in my case), then it usually precedes the end of the relationship. Anyways, hope things start to make sense for you soon.

The fact that he regrets it means that he isn't a complete asshole. This is cliche, but people make mistakes. But that is sometimes the only way we can learn.

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Well, I'd say you suffered enough as is, and don't need anybody beating you up online for it too. All I'll say is that again, we've moved from being accepting to polygamy to preferring monogamy, and whenever multiple partners are introduced in a relationship, things are gonna start going downhill. If they were downhill to begin with (which it didn't seem to be, but was in my case), then it usually precedes the end of the relationship. Anyways, hope things start to make sense for you soon.

I wouldn't go as far to say whenever.
But I get his point and he makes a good point.

You need to figure out if you're a polygamous person or not *Which I think you just have* and clarify that in your relationships. It's not that polygamous or monogamous people are better than the other, they're just different.
So if you're monogamous you're going to have extreme difficulties when other sexual partners are introduced.

I thought I was polygamous. Me and my ex girlfriend both introduced a male in our relationship when I was 15-16, and I never had an issue with sharing time or people. I've been the one to initiate the threesomes I've been in. But I'd never experienced being with someone for a long ass time, then having them try such a thing without me. By all past experiences, I just assumed that I wouldn't have a single issue with anything that went on.