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I don't think I experience fear normally.

Thing is it's not even scary. It's just various images and probabilities like mental videos of something that could happen in a what if.


And Nish that is an actual scary thing to picture. Every now and then when I get pisssd at a person I care about I have mental images of me killing them and it's terrifying sometimes. The thought of maybe one day it won't be a vision and I could do something horrible. I usually dismiss it as my mind playing tricks to get to me when I'm in my own thoughts for too long

Eh, I've had visions of both. It is what it is. I like thinking more of what I want done to my body after I do. I want to be taxidermied in a pair of sweatpants, full erection, and passed around my descendants like an heirloom that they don't want, but are obligated to keep around.

They'll know exactly where they came from, and they won't admit it to themselves, but they'll have experimented with me.


It'll be glorious.

I too have visioned my own death

I think that's why I stopped going on roller-coaster rides or assessing situations on a scale of injury to death before putting myself in that situation but I eventually stopped giving a toss about death (but not completely).

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I too have visioned my own death

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What a complex mixture of emotions

I wash them down with root beer and candy cigarettes because im too young to buy the real thing!

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Why are you looking at me like that?

You know why.

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I don't think I experience fear normally.

What is this normal way to experience fear that you differ from?

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And Nish that is an actual scary thing to picture. Every now and then when I get pisssd at a person I care about I have mental images of me killing them and it's terrifying sometimes. The thought of maybe one day it won't be a vision and I could do something horrible. I usually dismiss it as my mind playing tricks to get to me when I'm in my own thoughts for too long

Its called going out in the real world and realizing people suck. Welcome.

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Eh, I've had visions of both. It is what it is. I like thinking more of what I want done to my body after I do. I want to be taxidermied in a pair of sweatpants, full erection, and passed around my descendants like an heirloom that they don't want, but are obligated to keep around.

They'll know exactly where they came from, and they won't admit it to themselves, but they'll have experimented with me.

It'll be glorious.

I thought being a Chef you'd want to be cooked or something.

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I think that's why I stopped going on roller-coaster rides or assessing situations on a scale of injury to death before putting myself in that situation but I eventually stopped giving a toss about death (but not completely).

It'd be amazing if we discovered that Apex's gym routine is actually focused on enabling his body to be strong enough to survive a botched roller-coaster ride.

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Its called going out in the real world and realizing people suck. Welcome
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This is true. But then you run into some pretty astounding people. Strange thing is the people I usually get along with best are on the other side of the country to the other side of the world. (I'm almost convinced a have a Muslim twin sister which doesn't make sense but she's like me in too many ways and it's funny)

I get along with people around me pretty well. The only people I actually have problems with are my family but what do you expect? Family life isn't perfect and the more you're around a specific person the more likely you are to get mad at each other for something. (I swear ifsomeone is going to bring up a scientific theory on that topic lol)

But the people that I have attachments to besides my family that have lasted are no longer in my vacinity. The people I don't enjoy in life tend to not be around me enough to even cause a bother.

3 hours of sleep is causing me to drag out what I say even more so than usual so this message ends here.

Kill them all Zman.

Kill them all.

I actually did envision people I hated brutally murdered by me. But that's the old me.

On another note, curse you UNDERTALE!!!!! Because of it I still watch let's plays, soundtrack remixes and covers. I'm even thinking of replaying it. But it wouldn't be the same. It's just like FMA Brotherhood. A hell of a series, but not the same experience when you rewatch it. I also thought about looking for undertale fanart. But then I got a glimpse of Goatmom in a BDSM outfit...... I immediately lost any interest in fanart... in general.

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Kill them all Zman.

Kill them all.

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Did you draw that soley for the purpose of that comment, or is that one of your works I just missed?

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The edge is unreal.