I'm still a normal member because this forum is PREJUDICED ):<

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Ha, I'm purple (well, pink) and Uberschall isn't. What a turn of events!

I should be purple!

MEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!! AHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

holy shit, I've been waking up every hour for some reason. It's happening to the point where I went to bed at 9, and since I've woken up so many times, it's now 12 AM and I'm literally just going to wait until 6 to get ready for school, and I'm not even sleepy. What the fuck?

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holy shit, I've been waking up every hour for some reason. It's happening to the point where I went to bed at 9, and since I've woken up so many times, it's now 12 AM and I'm literally just going to wait until 6 to get ready for school, and I'm not even sleepy. What the fuck?

Insomnia is usually caused by Stress, diet or your behaviour right before you go to sleep(like eating/exercising too close to your bedtime).

Most of the time it's stress, maybe school? I know it sounds cliche but meditating always help.

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Insomnia is usually caused by Stress, diet or your behaviour right before you go to sleep(like eating/exercising too close to your bedtime).

Most of the time it's stress, maybe school? I know it sounds cliche but meditating always help.

I run 2 miles and do P90x every evening, and school isn't that stressful.

I just don't fucking know what it is. I just might be annoyed with life. Not in a suicidish kind of way, but since I'm enlisting in the USMC, I have to choose between a 5 year job or do it for life.

kinda reminds me of my friend who used to have night terrors and trouble sleeping as a little kid, and recently (like, last week) it started happening to him again for absolutely no reason. A few days ago, he said he only slept for one hour, during which he had a dream that felt like it was three days long. when i asked him how the fuck he was still awake right now he was like "iunno", and did not seem tired at all. I wouldn't have noticed.

but as far as I know, there was no "reason" for it, shit's weird

I feel like shit mentally. Not depressed, I just don't see the fucking point in anything. I'm just tired of Earth and human beings.

If aliens ever see us, they better stay the fuck away for their own benefit. Might as well blow up the planet. I don't give a fuck.

You know what would be great? a huge disease that just killed everyone. Painless, like VX gas or something. And maybe, just maybe, we'd realize the inevitability of our destruction, and for a couple hours, days, we'd live the way we were meant to all along. In humble understanding of each other because we're all fucking human, and we all eventually die.

If only I could live in space, or some other planet.

lol

I don't think there is a reason for life or anything to achieve in a large sense, but I still think life is special and beautiful, and have a sense of morality

no matter what you do on Earth, life will go on, and when you die, life will go on, and everyone you've ever interacted with will die too (and you'll be forgotten), and life will still just go on for everyone else
I don't really care about being respected by the majority of my peers who I don't like, or in-and-outting my dick in slimy flesh while I'm here, so that's no objective
but it doesn't bother me at all :o
still enjoying life the way I like it

Things just annoy me. I was watching clips from 9/11 yesterday, and i just kept asking myself why this would happen. Why, in a civilization as advanced as this, would stupid faggotry like this happen?

Needless to say, the moon landing tapes made me wet as fuck. I want to be up there in space; away from the Earth and those who live on it. That's my only hope for humanity; going to space.

ooh, space used to be a big thing for me, and it was my dream to be a physicist and contribute to scientific advancements, but not much anymore. Well, I'm still interested in science, but not that sort of space exploration. There's just no money or profitability in space, and nasa is viewed as a money drainer by many politicians— if you think about it, they're right, space exploration is just a hobby, or entertainment. If you're realistic, nothing will really benefit from a base on the moon or something like that. What are you going to do there? If there are things to mine like helium-4, then sure, that's beneficial, but in a larger sense... in terms of humanity, who really gives a shit? We're not going to do anything grandiose like conquer the universe, or even get to sci-fi-esque planets that are actually habitable. It's just not something I can seriously believe. No one is going to fund the start up of some huge project that'll involve some experimental space shit— we have too many problems here where we are. No politician is jaded enough about Earth to seriously fund space projects, and the public will never be either. Even if they did, I still don't think anything would result unless we make a monumental breakthrough out of some sci-fi movie.

I think it's a pipe dream. A lot of people assume the future means crazy faster-than-light travel shit, but get real. We'll stay here until the end.

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Exilement and Paperclip have only returned recently, too. The only one who I'd count on staying is Scarecrow, and he's barely active.

i totally knew paperclip was gonna skedaddle soon
exilement's next in line

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Things just annoy me. I was watching clips from 9/11 yesterday, and i just kept asking myself why this would happen. Why, in a civilization as advanced as this, would stupid faggotry like this happen?

Needless to say, the moon landing tapes made me wet as fuck. I want to be up there in space; away from the Earth and those who live on it. That's my only hope for humanity; going to space.

i used to think shit like that, but then i just stopped caring about any other human being and now i don't, human beings are shit and they aren't worth our time.

Jesus, you guys should seriously get some head.

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Jesus, you guys should seriously get some head.

I already have a head?