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Multiple'd.. ?

I, alone, third, fourth, fifth, sixth, seventh, etc., it.

Ah. The day after I wrote my life story, my grandma, Polly, died. She died in her sleep while her husband, Ron, was cooking. When he went to wake her up, she was dead. She had stomach and breast cancer, and had stopped eating. She had wasted away to nothing, and died. When my birth mother (who was going out with Polly's son, Dave. So, basically, she wasn't my grandma.) went in to look at her, the only picture in her room was infront of her and it was of me. Many times, she had asked Dave, "When will you and Kelly get married?" and every time, he'd say, "It's none of your buisness." He'll regret not getting married for two reasons. His mother won't be there for him, and she had told him so many times that she wanted me as her granddaughter. It never quite got to that point before she died. Her funeral is tomarrow. (I have to go to it in 5 hours.) And I can't sleep. I couldn't drink anything today and I'm dehydrated and headach-y.

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Ah. The day after I wrote my life story, my grandma, Polly, died. She died in her sleep while her husband, Ron, was cooking. When he went to wake her up, she was dead. She had stomach and breast cancer, and had stopped eating. She had wasted away to nothing, and died. When my birth mother (who was going out with Polly's son, Dave. So, basically, she wasn't my grandma.) went in to look at her, the only picture in her room was infront of her and it was of me. Many times, she had asked Dave, "When will you and Kelly get married?" and every time, he'd say, "It's none of your buisness." He'll regret not getting married for two reasons. His mother won't be there for him, and she had told him so many times that she wanted me as her granddaughter. It never quite got to that point before she died. Her funeral is tomarrow. (I have to go to it in 5 hours.) And I can't sleep. I couldn't drink anything today and I'm dehydrated and headach-y.

It really sucks when a relative dies. Two years ago my grandpa died of pneumonia. I expected it after some time of life-ending nursing home and hospital staying. The funeral was in new york, so I had time to sleep on the drive. I'm sorry to hear of your grandmother. Feel better, and say something at the service if you feels up to it.

At this point, I have to be awake in 4 hours and be there in six. I can't sleep, I'm not tired and I have a headache. I'd feel terrable for not going, but I'd feel terrable going. Crying with a headache sucks.

Oh, and thank you for saying everything. You're good with words.

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At this point, I have to be awake in 4 hours and be there in six. I can't sleep, I'm not tired and I have a headache. I'd feel terrable for not going, but I'd feel terrable going. Crying with a headache sucks.

Oh, and thank you for saying everything. You're good with words.

Tis welcome. :3

Well, try looking for something fun to get your mind off of things after the funeral. Get some ****ing sleep though. lol.

I can't sleep.

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I can't sleep.

I can, but choose not to. It's 2am and I have to be up at 5. No point in sleeping.

3am here. I have to be up in 3 and a half hours.

Its 430 AM here, I don't have to get up tomorrow but I'm trying to reset my sleep schedule so I'll be ready to get up at 6AM come next semester.

Sucks about your brother Kitsune, I'm actually surprised he overdosed on cough medicine. You'd have to like chug down an entire bottle like nobodies business to do that. I don't exactly know what I can do considering this is the internet... But I have a suggestion, take some of the ashes. My dog had died by one of those random dog food poisonings and me and my family were devastated for weeks. I felt a little better once me and my family buried him. And you'll probably regret not taking some of his ashes later in your life if you don't. I know losing your brother isn't the same as losing a dog, but their similar and I hope it helps ^_^

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Mantha's story touched me, and having talked to her makes me feel that we could both improve on self esteem/depression. After knowing her, I feel new hope in life for the both of us. If only she'd take everyone's compliments seriously, and draw the line between ignorant and accepting.

<3

Haha, I really don't take any compliments seriously. Thanks for the support, BFF.

<3

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Its 430 AM here, I don't have to get up tomorrow but I'm trying to reset my sleep schedule so I'll be ready to get up at 6AM come next semester.

Sucks about your brother Kitsune, I'm actually surprised he overdosed on cough medicine. You'd have to like chug down an entire bottle like nobodies business to do that. I don't exactly know what I can do considering this is the internet... But I have a suggestion, take some of the ashes. My dog had died by one of those random dog food poisonings and me and my family were devastated for weeks. I felt a little better once me and my family buried him. And you'll probably regret not taking some of his ashes later in your life if you don't. I know losing your brother isn't the same as losing a dog, but their similar and I hope it helps ^_^

k. :3

Of course I'll be taking some ashes for an urn, I just couldn't look at them and help my mom with them.

I don't see how you can all be so open to a bunch of strangers on an animating site. You know somebody is bound to make fun of you, not that it matters, but still.
I struggled to tell my psychatrist half of my problems and none of my family know shit about me. Sure, I've had my fair share of problems, but I won't tell people about them. I have no need to, what are they going to do? Support from strangers? If I wanted that, I'd go and cry into the shoulder of my father.

Also, replying to what was said as a reply to my earlier comments, I just can't be bothered to quote them..
Yes, everybody loves how cool I am.
I post because I can.
I'm bored, this entertains me to an extent.

My life is not perfect, but the fact it's my life makes it great. Without what i've been through, what i've done, every last second of my life, what the **** would there be?

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I don't see how you can all be so open to a bunch of strangers on an animating site. You know somebody is bound to make fun of you, not that it matters, but still.
I struggled to tell my psychatrist half of my problems and none of my family know shit about me. Sure, I've had my fair share of problems, but I won't tell people about them. I have no need to, what are they going to do? Support from strangers? If I wanted that, I'd go and cry into the shoulder of my father.

Also, replying to what was said as a reply to my earlier comments, I just can't be bothered to quote them..
Yes, everybody loves how cool I am.
I post because I can.
I'm bored, this entertains me to an extent.

My life is not perfect, but the fact it's my life makes it great. Without what i've been through, what i've done, every last second of my life, what the **** would there be?

Don't try and make smarts at us.

It doesn't work very well.

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I don't see how you can all be so open to a bunch of strangers on an animating site. You know somebody is bound to make fun of you, not that it matters, but still.
I struggled to tell my psychatrist half of my problems and none of my family know shit about me. Sure, I've had my fair share of problems, but I won't tell people about them. I have no need to, what are they going to do? Support from strangers? If I wanted that, I'd go and cry into the shoulder of my father.

Also, replying to what was said as a reply to my earlier comments, I just can't be bothered to quote them..
Yes, everybody loves how cool I am.
I post because I can.
I'm bored, this entertains me to an extent.

My life is not perfect, but the fact it's my life makes it great. Without what i've been through, what i've done, every last second of my life, what the **** would there be?

The reason it's easy for people to tell people on a forum their problems is because, even though this forum is full of cynical douche bags, they can be understanding. Also the chances of ever seeing someone on this forum in real life is very small, so it is easy for people to open up to a forum full of people that they don't know.