"I'm not lying. I trusted you a great deal... I actually still do. Listening in without telling you had nothing to do with that. I couldn't bring myself to ask face to face without knowing for sure."
Sighing, Sora grimaced slightly, face still generally emotionless, "I don't have the option to feel... I can't. It doesn't matter how hard I try, it's not possible. I lost touch with keeping myself happy a long time back. Making others exist in a more positive environment, no matter how small of a change it really is, is all I can do to make something good of myself. I don't care how stupid it sounds, that's the truth of it."
Shaking slightly, Sora raised his hand to stare at it for a moment in formless despair before dropping it down and looking back at Frenchy with the same blank expression, "Eyes are the least of my worries. Do you think I would look like this if I had the choice?!" Sora's eyes suddenly widened. Still just as blank as before, they seemed to lose focus for a brief second. Quickly shaking his head, he put both hands to either side of his skull to try and blur out the pain as he instantly regretted blurting out what he should've never said in the first place.
Looking back at Frenchy again with his original expression, Sora was about to say something else, but his mouth had involuntarily forced itself shut in response to his attempt. Speaking slowly, he continued in a strained voice, "Forget I said that... I have faith in whatever decision you end up making being the best one... Sorry for wasting your time."